The ppl in your life you feel you cannot live without, CAN and WILL do just fine without YOU..

Just came back from running one mile and walking another.. Showered, washed my hair, updated twitter,fb, and myspace and got to thinking.. Being a black female the longevity of our friendships are often short lived. Well about a year ago I was one of few that could say I had the same 2 bffs for 13 years. all the way through jr high and high school and so on.. Well after I had my son I was the only one with a kid, so my priorities changed from theirs so they got closer while I handled my responsibilities.. This is not to say that I did not hang out anymore but did it in moderation.. I too had a long term relationship which neither had not.. So my views on dating and the problems that go along with sticking to it also changed. Soo we were on different wave lengths.. So the moment I mess up and do something that was "wrong" I got the boot. This has never happened normally we cannot live with out talking to each other for a day.. We patched things up after THREE MONTHS, but it was never the same and now have drifted even more apart to the point we do not talk at all. This is very sad to me because I love them and I miss them being apart of my life. But at other times I'm like fuck it.. Just thought that me blogging would help release some of these feelings. Thanks for letting me share.