So I have come to the awful realization that my shape is anything but flattering, not long ago I could not lose or gain weight.. I stayed at the same size give or take 2-3 pounds.. Well here recently i have gained 15 pounds in about 6 months.. I was not happy with my size before the weight gain so u can only gander that I am MISERABLE now.. I have been working out, eating smaller portions, and cutting back on sodas and fast food.. So how has my weight changed? It has NOT I am so determined NOT to quit, but u guys it is so very HARD. All i ever think about is my weight and my size and the way clothes fit.. I am honestly exhausted by doing so. I don't know what is wrong with my stupid body but I am only 23 (soon to be 24 in Aug.) with the body of an out of shape 40 something lady. I am losing all sanity.. I am not meant to be a big girl and by looking at me you can tell. ALL of my weight is in my stomach no big flabby arms, thighs just now starting to touch with the new weight gain.. I am baffled and highly perturbed about getting this yuck off of my body.
[[This entry was to vent, share, and encourage. Maybe some of you are having or have had this issue, if so plz do share]] ;o)
2 comments:
This is me. You hit it on the nail. I can't stand anything about my body right now and ity's spilling over into other areas of my life. I'm trying to get a hold of it but i'm so frustrated b/c i give 110% when i work out and i see nothing. I'm not going to give up though.
Just keep trying...something's gotta give right?
Well I have been told that I am stressing and because of this I cannot lose any weight.. Will you keep me updated on your progress?
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