R.I.P. MJ

The tribute today was beautiful to say the least. Micheal will be missed ang his legend will live on. He touched many lives and I believe through his music this will always hold truth. Rest in Peace Mike. They finally have no choice but to leave you alone. My heart goes out to all the lives he touched and especially his family.

KEEPiNG iT 2GETHER

To say that I am family oriented is an understatement. My family means EVERYTHING to me and I would do anything in my power to protect or help each and every one of them. My family is going through some very trying times but the devil is nothing but a liar and he can't have ANY 1 of us. We have GOD on our side and with him on our team we will always prevail. Staying strong and [KEEPiNG iT 2GETHER].. I welcome your prayers.

[BRiGHTER NOTE]

I had a phone interview that went very well. And I am most confident that my economic struggle may see its last day soon. SMiLES :)

Praying 4 a New Slate

Things have not been bad lately but they have not been good either. I feel that I am slowly losing all self motivation.. I only do what I HAVE to do only WHEN I have to.. Which means alot of things are not being done that NEED to be done. This is not usually in my character, and it scares me. I talked to one of my employees about this and her answer was that I am TIRED of being responsible because I have had to be so long and before my time. This may hold truth but I have no time to be TIRED I have stuff to do! I have a son and I have goals that need to be met.. So the answer is simple some may think. Get up off my bum and do it huh? Well I wish it was as easy as it sounds... I really think that there may be something wrong. Or may have been something wrong. Maybe realizing it is the beginning of me getting back on track.Lord I sure hope so.. Work is a DRAG, I was getting at least 75 hours every 2 weeks I may get 45 now. So that is a strain. Isaiah is away @ my Mom's every night due to the "summer arrangement" we have. The one that helps her and me. Ever since my Mom's divorce I try to be there as much as possible for her and my siblings. Tiring at times but they are all I have. I also feel like I am missing out on being young. I don't go out and party or even hang out.. Sometimes I think that this is a good thing because of all the trouble alot of ppl my age get into being "young" I don't know if anybody is reading this please pray for me. Pray that I find the way.